Thursday, January 10, 2008
Rhetorical Question. . .
How the FUCK is it, that one thing happens and I go running down the fucking rabbit hole to self-hate and anger? And then I'm smart enough to go FIND THINGS from the past (2 fucking years, it's been 2 fucking years, and I can't get over it, and it wasn't that bad of a thing) that make me feel even more worthless and unloveable. WHEEEEE! I guess finding out that your boss thinks that your jobs might not be around much longer will kinda push you in the self-abuse direction.
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Ooof, I'm sorry. Hang in there.
Hey,just hang in there Kid,we are all in the same boat and some of us have been in that boat for what seems like a century.It's true in my case.The mood swings the susicide attempts can be traced back to the '70s when I was serving in the military.So Ive been ther wher a you are and it relly sucke I was working for an airline after I got out of the USAF just have the company go belly up right after I joined the company than to add insult to the injury I almost died from fluid on the heart. all this befor I turned 27 years old.
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